POLL..... What is the SADDEST you have ever been????!
Question: POLL!.!.!.!.!. What is the SADDEST you have ever been!?!?!?!?
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When my (then) 3 year old son walked in on me snorting Crystal Meth!.
I felt like something had died in me!. He had no idea what I was doing and doesn't remember this incident!.!.!. but it's burned in my heart forever!.
It was an overwhelming sadness!. However, it would be another 2 years before I stopped doing drugs!.
I'm still sad everytime I think of how much I missed because I was chasing the bag!. arg!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
I felt like something had died in me!. He had no idea what I was doing and doesn't remember this incident!.!.!. but it's burned in my heart forever!.
It was an overwhelming sadness!. However, it would be another 2 years before I stopped doing drugs!.
I'm still sad everytime I think of how much I missed because I was chasing the bag!. arg!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
When everyone in my family was depressed besides my little brother and my dad was constantly blaming me for all of his problems!. My mom and brother just went along with it too, so that really hurt me!.!.!.!.!.
I didn't think anyone in my family loved me and it got to the point where I was thinking about killing myself!.!.!.
This lasted for over three years, I think it may have been four years!. I was depressed on and off for the whole time and even when I was happy I felt like I could burst out crying for no reason!. Well, I actually was never truly happy that whole time!.!.!.!.!.!.
Oh, and in September my dad tried to starve himself to death and blamed it on my younger brother and me!. My dad has a neck injury and he has to take various medications, so it really isn't his fault that he used to be like that!.
What happened was that my dad has asthma and it started getting bad again for the first time in years, so my dads doctor gave him asthma medication in pill form!. Unfortunately, my dad is also on anti-depressants because of his neck and when the two medications are combined they can cause suicidal thoughts!.!.!.!.!.!.My mom wasn't home but we phoned her and told her what was happening and she phoned the police!. Not pleasant!.!.!.!.!.
I'm only fourteen now!.!.!.!.Oh, and my birthday is in September!. Actually, my dads whole suicide attempt thing happened two or three days after my fourteenth birthday, and I learned that on my birthday he had already been starving himself for a day or two!. There are other things that happened but I don't want to go on and on!.!.!.!.
Oh, and I'm a paranoid person who thinks too much and I've actually made myself depressed for a week or two a couple of times by thinking about scary or sad things!.!.!.!.!.!.
I've been shy my whole life to the point where I can't look people in the eye and it makes me nervous just to say hi!.!.!.!.!.
Until recently it hasn't really bothered me much!.!.!.Actually, I just saw both of my friends for more than five minutes for the first time in quite awhile (a month for one and about two or so months for the other) so I'm happier about that now!.
I almost started crying when summer break started because I felt lonely, but it's all good now!.
My life is actually really great and we've gotten past that whole depressed and suicidal thing!.!.!.!.!.On the bright side of that whole suicide thing, a counselor lady came by after my dad was taken to the hospital after being wrestled with by police and she gave my brother and I each a very high quality teddy bear!. I named mine Wellington and my brother named his Paddington :0)Www@Enter-QA@Com
I didn't think anyone in my family loved me and it got to the point where I was thinking about killing myself!.!.!.
This lasted for over three years, I think it may have been four years!. I was depressed on and off for the whole time and even when I was happy I felt like I could burst out crying for no reason!. Well, I actually was never truly happy that whole time!.!.!.!.!.!.
Oh, and in September my dad tried to starve himself to death and blamed it on my younger brother and me!. My dad has a neck injury and he has to take various medications, so it really isn't his fault that he used to be like that!.
What happened was that my dad has asthma and it started getting bad again for the first time in years, so my dads doctor gave him asthma medication in pill form!. Unfortunately, my dad is also on anti-depressants because of his neck and when the two medications are combined they can cause suicidal thoughts!.!.!.!.!.!.My mom wasn't home but we phoned her and told her what was happening and she phoned the police!. Not pleasant!.!.!.!.!.
I'm only fourteen now!.!.!.!.Oh, and my birthday is in September!. Actually, my dads whole suicide attempt thing happened two or three days after my fourteenth birthday, and I learned that on my birthday he had already been starving himself for a day or two!. There are other things that happened but I don't want to go on and on!.!.!.!.
Oh, and I'm a paranoid person who thinks too much and I've actually made myself depressed for a week or two a couple of times by thinking about scary or sad things!.!.!.!.!.!.
I've been shy my whole life to the point where I can't look people in the eye and it makes me nervous just to say hi!.!.!.!.!.
Until recently it hasn't really bothered me much!.!.!.Actually, I just saw both of my friends for more than five minutes for the first time in quite awhile (a month for one and about two or so months for the other) so I'm happier about that now!.
I almost started crying when summer break started because I felt lonely, but it's all good now!.
My life is actually really great and we've gotten past that whole depressed and suicidal thing!.!.!.!.!.On the bright side of that whole suicide thing, a counselor lady came by after my dad was taken to the hospital after being wrestled with by police and she gave my brother and I each a very high quality teddy bear!. I named mine Wellington and my brother named his Paddington :0)Www@Enter-QA@Com
When I was in middle school, I was living in a foreign country with a radically different culture!. I had no friends and I missed the United States very, very much!. During that time period I developed an eating disorder and extreme self-esteem problems!. I contemplated suicide and the only thing that made me hang in there was that I knew I was going back to the US in a few years!. It was the hardest time period of my life!. But I'm glad I missed junior high in the US, because if I'd been there during that time period I'd have grown to dislike my classmates!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
what ive been like for the past few days!. i spend my day in my pjs sulking around my house!. when my friend text me and ask me to go somewhere i get excited get dressed only to be called later and told they have to cancel!. this has happend like 20 times!. this is my 39 day in my pjsWww@Enter-QA@Com
When my first dog died because she was my bestfriend when I was a kid!. When I had a bad day she was the one I would lean on when I got home from school!. Before I knew it she was old and had cancer!. I think it killed me alittle!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
when i had my 1st voyager (cell phone) i was running and it fell out of my pocket and my dad ran over it with the lawn mower and i got a new voyager and now im happyWww@Enter-QA@Com
When I came to America!. I seriously missed my family!. But, I am doing this for them!. I love them, and I love it here!. I am hoping to become a citizen!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
~The day my son married the wrong woman!. I knew what she was all about, but he could not see it!. He sees it now, it did not even last 2 years and they are in the process of getting divorced now!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
this year!.
i went from a jesus freak!.
to wear it has come down to leaving scars on my self that will last for a lifetime!.!.
i guess you could say things have gotten really sad!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
i went from a jesus freak!.
to wear it has come down to leaving scars on my self that will last for a lifetime!.!.
i guess you could say things have gotten really sad!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
when my jewish dad and christian mom divorced you can probaly take a good guess whyWww@Enter-QA@Com
Umm at my Grandpa's funeral holding my 7 year old adorable little cousin as he cried!.
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the sand was burning my feet to bad at the beach!. I have a really tough life!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
When bofriend , father of my son got deported - could not sleep for a month - still miss him 2 years later!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
My Father died Oct!. 9 last year!. My Mother and I watched him suffer such severe pain!. But at least he is no longer suffering!. We are grateful for that, but we miss him terribly!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
I can't remember the saddest I've ever been!.!. but I'll tell you that I have been VERY sad before!.!. a lot of times!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
When I was at the brink of suicide!. It was the lowest point of my life!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
When I realized that I highly considered suicide!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
Every freaking day!.!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
When my little nephew got hit by a truck!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
I'm still at my saddest point!. This dude that I have liked for almost 3 long years, likes someone else!. yeah, it pretty much SUCKSWww@Enter-QA@Com
actually about 6 months after my sister died!.!.!.it was the first time i was able to cry, and it went on all night!. i couldn't stopWww@Enter-QA@Com
When my parents told me and my brother they were getting a divorce!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
Sunday I bawled so hard that I was shaking and got sick!. It was the worst day of my life! ?Www@Enter-QA@Com
10th grade!.!.!. intense saddness i was really and literally depressedWww@Enter-QA@Com
when i saw the new pussycat dolls video "when i grow up"Www@Enter-QA@Com
When I had to let go and break up with my fiance 3 years ago!. We're together now, though!. also, when my mom died!.Www@Enter-QA@Com
*looks thoughtful* theres so manee ? its hard to measure painWww@Enter-QA@Com
When I was taken away from my Mother!. I was 12Www@Enter-QA@Com
Just yesterday and the day b4 that!!!Www@Enter-QA@Com
when my mother was murderedWww@Enter-QA@Com
When I found out that my lover was murdered!.Www@Enter-QA@Com