Music=passion what should i do?!


Question: Music=passion what should i do!?
this is going to be more revealing then it needs to be but i figure what the hell!. let me first start by telling a little bit about myself, the life i have led has been a pretty weak one full of bullshit and drama, so much so that i should have a book written about me to let people know that "hey, you dont have it so bad"!. not to long after i was born my father left my mother and i to fend for ourselves (im guessing he cheated on a you naieve newly wed wife) i went on growing up not having a REAL father to look up to!. when my mom finally found someone to be with, we didnt really hit it off at all!. cant blame the guy, he didnt have such a good relationship with his dad either(so the circle rolls on) anyway, instead of having a real father there my mother smothered me with gifts and such trying to replace the empty hole that every boy needs in his life!. you cant really blame her i mean a single mother who didnt go to college living in california scraping whatever money she could just to make rent and keep me happy, i love her for it!. so years go by and i went through my phases of trying to be popular, hoping from group to group always being cool with everybody, but no matter how nice i was to anybody i always seem to get ditched or taken advantage of!. reminded me alot of my father with everybody leaving me and taking advantage of the situation!. i got into drugs as with any other misguided teenager would do, first it was the weed then i started to go to rave's then it got pretty bad for two years!. luckily i had the foresight to stop and just settle on weed!. it still didnt help me get over things cause i dropped out of school before i could even finish the 10th grade(which broke my moms heart to see her only child fail) but i was to spoiled to see anything that i was doing!. so i slept through my continuation schools until i was 18 and they kicked me out!. by that time my friends were still pricks but i was still to nice to stop the abuse coming from all angles!. luckily i fell in love and was with this girl for 4 beautiful years, we were inseperable and our names became one!. she was my best friend the only person i could talk to, but as my life progressed it was only inevitable that she would break my heart and leave me!. the funny thing is she left because i was becomeing my father, someone who doesnt care about anybody else but himself!. on top of that i wasnt so open with her because i still had trouble opening up cause of past experiences!. my world was falling apart and it all started the day my father left and like dominos, i couldnt stop what was going on around me!. lets just skip to today, its my birthday!.!.!.!. 23rd to be exact!. not much has changed, we now live in a house and i have select "friends" here and there!. but not to long ago i found out were losing the house and my family is going seperate ways, my friends have already left to pursue there lives and my first and only love is pregnant after being with the first guy she has a relationship for only 6 months( oh and i was the one who pretty much told her to get some balls and tell him" you've been ******* me for 4 months now, so do we have a title or is this just a game!?" of course he saw what i saw in her and there now 4 months pregnant" she doesnt talk to me anymore, mainly because he didnt like the idea of me being in her life!. so here i am, stuck with no idea on what to do with my life!. spending every concious minute pleasing other people to get a half a second of a sense of being wanted!. so i shut the world i knew away, locked myself up and did the only thing that made me happy!.!.!. play music, i never had the money to take lessons so i know only what i've taught myself!. but i dont aspire to be a solo act, im a singer at heart and i figure i've been through enough to write 100 journals full of lyrics!. i've never been in a band (only mess around garage stuff) and i have no stage experience!. i know successful musicians were surrounded by music there whole life which is why there so good at it now!. i've always been a singer so i do it very well( or so people say) but it seems bands want experienced singers that have!. so i ask what should i do!? go hussle my *** in the 9 to 5 and go back to school or should i do the school on the side and pursue my dream, im going to be moving to long island with a drummer i know out there and try to get a band together!.!.!.!. so what should i do!?


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That's quite a story, which I will assume wasn't made up!. I would say do both!. Go to school and follow your dream, because if you don't, you could spend the rest of your life regretting it, and considering all the sh*t you have been through, that would just be another weight thrown on your back!. But School is important!. School = education which can turn into a great job with promotions if you work hard enough which equals steady cash flow, so you can buy more equipment for your singing, and have food on the table!. You can support yourself and pursue your dream!. I think that's the best option for you!. Www@Enter-QA@Com

have a nice time in Long Island and dress warmly, winter is coming!. If the band falls in place then it will be due to your focus!. Go after things you want with some passion!. Forget about the past; it's gone!. Start living the rest of your life today!. Good Luck and just believe!.Www@Enter-QA@Com



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