Last lyrics i need rated for a while 1-10?!

the beat for this is song is:http://youtube!.com/watch!?v=cZz79WCHZCg (don't listen to the verse)

i fell from heaven, in 1987
to an apartment in ny where my moms was livin
she had to children, to raise on her own
when what was once my dad kicked us the f--ck out his home
now i'm half grown, wondering why that guy
had no f--ck'n problems kissing me goodbye
your born with one promise, that your gonna die
so i'm wondering how people get this will to try
so maybe that's why, i can't focus on my life
and these everyday emotions seem so trife
knife in my hand, can't even try to care
pain stabs me in the ribs like a roman legionnaire
so when my fam packed up, moved to the west coast
a part of me was left behind and haunted me like a ghost
the ability to get close, to anyone you love
had flown away like a dove, now all i got is drugs

this is a song that i started today, it's gonna be about the entirety of my life (first verse is childhood, second adolescence, and the third is future untold)Www@Enter-QA@Com

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