Warning: venting ahead? Mars in retro opposing my Jupiter?!
Question: It might be my periods, which are late and different for a change, but definitely coming. It might be the stress that comes with moving house. But I need to vent my frustration somewhere, before I take it out on my new apartment's walls tomorrow when I go and paint them (the paint is a bit too dear to waste on my frustrations). Here seemed to be the perfect place.
Nothing seems to be going as it should. Nothing is what it should be and everything seems to be taking an incredible amount of time. And I still don't have a proper job. Nor do I have the time or the patience to deal with it. I feel like screaming but I can't get myself to do it.
I also feel like finding a sexual vent for my frustration but even that is impossible! :'(
Interesting to know might be that Jupiter is my chart's ruler and has no major aspects whatsoever.
Share your vents below;*
(*: Unless your vent is about how much you dislike astrology or horoscopes.)
Answers: It might be my periods, which are late and different for a change, but definitely coming. It might be the stress that comes with moving house. But I need to vent my frustration somewhere, before I take it out on my new apartment's walls tomorrow when I go and paint them (the paint is a bit too dear to waste on my frustrations). Here seemed to be the perfect place.
Nothing seems to be going as it should. Nothing is what it should be and everything seems to be taking an incredible amount of time. And I still don't have a proper job. Nor do I have the time or the patience to deal with it. I feel like screaming but I can't get myself to do it.
I also feel like finding a sexual vent for my frustration but even that is impossible! :'(
Interesting to know might be that Jupiter is my chart's ruler and has no major aspects whatsoever.
Share your vents below;*
(*: Unless your vent is about how much you dislike astrology or horoscopes.)
Well okay, if you insist...
1. I would like to continue to paint my apartment, but I don't have time to anymore, and the time that I would have spent doing that this summer I spent instead painting an entire house for my boss, the exact colour of baby vomit. Yes, every wall and every ceiling. Baby puke. Smelled worse than the vomit, though.
2. I have been looking for a second job for over a year now, as my current 6 day a week job isn't enough to support me in the style to which I have become accustomed (which isn't quite as lavish as that sounds, honestly). However, the hours which I work at said first job make it damn near impossible for me to find the much needed second job as there's only so much that I can do with my current schedule to accomodate the hours which would be needed by a second employer, and I am not interested in opening up the 7th day of the week to work. I need that day off for housework.
3. My student's parents keep sending them in to me sick, hacking all over me and the piano, and "sharing" their germs with me and any students coming in to the studio after them.
4. I sprained my knee last week tossing a "friend's" crap out my front door because I was tired of coming home from work and seeing him in EXACTLY the same place on my loveseat he was in when I went to work. Think I might have knocked my patio door off the track a bit too, in the process, but that was my temper and my fault. The aforementioned friend decided to withhold payment for his food and lodging while he was here as well, so I had the priviledge of supporting his *** for the time he was here, which is absolutely the very last thing that I needed. Then, as I'm tossing his stuff into the hallway, he's got the nerve to start talking **** about me! Being insulting, trying to guilt trip me into feeling bad for showing him the door. Two days before my birthday. Very nice. What an asshole. Gotta say, though, I was happier to see him leave than I was to see him come back :-D
5. Seems I can't get through a thirty minute lesson with one of my own students these days without having an angry violin student or parent of one banging on my door asking where the hell their teacher is, because apparently, violin teachers are unable to either make it to work on time (or sometimes at all), or to call their students to notify them that they will not be in to the school on that particular day. My job no longer entails administration, however there's typically no one else around to take care of issues like this, so I get to do it. Oh, joy.
I could keep going, but there's really no point. The more you dwell on this crap, the worse it seems to get.
Things will get better, because eventually they have to. There's only so far down you can go before things start looking up again:)
And really, in spite of all of the above, I'm actually pretty happy, because things could be much much worse. And they have been. And I'm grateful that they're not anymore.
As far as venting your frustrations sexually, my recommendation to you would be toys. Go shopping, you won't regret it ;)
And here's a song that always makes me feel better, but you've got to drink while you're listenting to it, or it doesn't work as well:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q71wsQwxK...
Hope it works for you, too:)
Thanks for the opportunity to vent...guess I must have needed it.
Good luck with the move.
EDIT: Jemmy, it's the cost of living here as well. And ontario isn't even the most expensive place in canada to live, either. The further west you go, the more expensive it becomes. It's ridiculous, I know. And I'm a mars in Aries girl, the anger's gonna come out every once in a while, but it's fairly fleeting. Sorry:)
thanks for the offer, but i don't have anything to vent for now. if i find something i'll get back to you.
interesting that your chart's ruler has no major aspects. does it have non-Ptolemic aspects like quintiles or semisquares or septiles?
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Check this out. There will be no more vents. We have very little time left.
youre having a very stressful period
once youve sorted out your apartment things will settle down
this will take time so be patient
Indiana Jones,....I feel your pain(No! Not the period pain!),No the pain of everything moving so,so,so very,very slo-o-o-ow-lly!,....Bit frustrating,I like everything done now! I like my leisure time,Not the greatest fan of work,Least amount of hours for the most money please!,....Thats depressing,When even sex just seems to exasperate your frustration!,....Moving house is always a pain!!,....Once I have a easychair and a bed I'm happy enough!,....
Woah!Restless Angel,....Its always the quiet ones! The anger there!?,...Are you sure you want to spend all your hours working? I thought a fellow Sagittarian would zealously guard her "FUN"time? I thought wage rates in Canada weren't that bad?,....Should come here to Ireland,Even with 10 Euro's a hour,The cost of living is so hign,Your just surviving!!,...How our economy keeps going,I don't know,Jemmy.