Sirs / madams please reply me seriously?!

Sirs / madams please reply me seriously?

sirs/madams,
i am Vanita (female), my date of birth is 9 march 1976, time of birth is 6:40am and place of birth is Ludhiana/Punjab/India.
i am in love with an already married person since three years, whose date of birth is 7 may 1971, time of birth is 12:47 noon, place of birth is Ludhiana/Punjab/India.
he is ready to marry with me but i have no courage for this thing, he is ready to do any thing for me.
he just made one condition whether he will not leave his first wife and care her and his kids (2). because her wife is too much dull type lady and also some what mental. but his mentality allows him not to leave her as if he will leave her she will die as there is no one to see her wife besides him.
i want to get marry with him and tried for it so many times but ever failed to take final step at decided time.
sir he loves me by heart, i think no one can keep me happy besides him but......
not only thinking but i am sure.
so tell me what is going to happen with me in my life

I can tell you what shouldn't happen....this guy is a clown and a player. Imagine yourself as his wife, and him telling some lovestruck woman all that stuff about you...because that will happen.