Capricorn Midheaven, Pallas, and Lilith-this combo is very difficult for me, can!

Capricorn Midheaven, Pallas, and Lilith-this combo is very difficult for me, can anyone help?

Cap. 10th house (and Midheaven, Lilith); Pallas in 11th house-what are my spiritual tasks, purposes, or conflict here?

factors may be
Aries asc, Chiron both in 1st house
Leo moon (5th house), part of fortune (6th house)
Pisces sun, Pholu (12th house)
Sag. NN (9th house) and Neptune (8th house)
lots of pentacles but none with a point in 10th house or Cap.
star of david also no point in 10th house or Cap. pts. at cusp of 8th and 9th house at Neptune, 12th and 1st house at Asc., just barely in the 7th house at Pluto, at Saturn in 3rd house almost in 4th house, at Mars in 2nd house near the beginning of Gemini, almost at center of 5th house at moon
Gemini-Saturn, Mars, south node, Nessu
Empty Taurus
Empty Scorpio
Empty 4th house
Empty Virgo
Empty Cancer
Libra Uranus, Pluto, Verte
Aquarius Mercury, Jupiter, Venus, Eros, Juno, Ceres

1 month ago
Nessu halfway through 3rd house
Verte in 6th house
Uranus, Pluto, Vesta in 7th house
Venus, Juno, Eros, Ceres in 11th house
Mercury, Jupiter, Pholu, sun in 12th

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