Is it wrong that I like to like practically mutilate myself? (not out of deprese!
Question: I once stuck 5 sewing needles through each cheeck, I've color my eyeballs with a blue marker, today I sewed my leg, wow the list goes on. I don't do any of it out of depression I think it is fun! I like how the blood looks and I love how the pain feels. The attention I get doesn't hurt either but that isn't my main object when I do it. Alot of times I see pictures of people like Marilyn Manson where he did things like that, or sometimes it is simply out of truth or dare.
Answers: I once stuck 5 sewing needles through each cheeck, I've color my eyeballs with a blue marker, today I sewed my leg, wow the list goes on. I don't do any of it out of depression I think it is fun! I like how the blood looks and I love how the pain feels. The attention I get doesn't hurt either but that isn't my main object when I do it. Alot of times I see pictures of people like Marilyn Manson where he did things like that, or sometimes it is simply out of truth or dare.
how old are you? if you haven't at least graduated high school yet, i strongly doubt that attention *isn't* your main source of satisfaction. this post may even be attention-seeking. you may just get your beans off on the shock factor of it all and how people are scared/worried/confused by your actions. but only you *truly* know that.
however, there ARE people with these kinds of fantasies/fetishes. if it is a valid, genuine fascination [if you're not just doing for attention], then do it. but like some have said, make sure you're aware of consequences [there are ALWAYS consequences!], and know your limits. while sewing your leg is relatively harmless, slicing/cutting etc can be very dangerous if done carelessly. also remember that the larger a wound, the larger the scar, and the more likely it will be a permanent marking on your body.
someone before me suggested tattoos and piercings. these are great ideas! but make sure you're doing them properly [at shops!]. i'm not a fan of pain, but i love feeling a tattoo gun on my skin. it hurts, but it's empowering. it's a rush. and when it's done, you have something [hopefully] beautiful to show for it!
my suggestion is this - don't do it in public. do it on your own time, by yourself. if after a good while you're still interested in it, you've probably got a genuine fetish, because there won't be the associated attention you're used to getting.
my last comment is very important - DO NOT let this behavior spread into violence toward others! it's one thing to do something to YOUR body, it's another thing to involve other people. if you do happen to find someone you'd like to share your kink with [casually with a friend or even sexually], MAKE SURE to go over guidelines with them. make sure you both know each other's limits, what you're comfortable with and what's off-limits!
overall - be responsible, be safe, be aware of consequences... but have fun :)
Ummm...that's a little disturbing. I'm pretty dang sure that's not "normal".
seek some professional help hunny!
Whatever floats your boat.
Marilyn Manson is a great role model, why don't you go get a boob job too?
wow yeah, your one of those kids that wears all black and hates their dad hunh?
There's a lot more to life than pain trust me. Get a gir, get good at a sport, study your *** off. You got your whole life ahead of you, y lay down and take it like that?
While it is unsual do what makes you happy and be aware of the consequences. Who knows maybe you ARE the next Marilyn Manson, how cool is that? Also be weary of pushing it TOO far like lighting fireworks off in your pants, then you really are out of your mind. Happy sewing!
Why would anyone actually WANT to do this? I guess it's not wrong but it IS insane! I think you have a lack of respect for yourself and your body. Maybe your not depressed but there is definitely something wrong with you mentally! GET HELP!!!
it's what ever floats your boat. Just be careful. you can get hurt bad. And why don't you be an individual and stop fallowing other people and be your self. I had the same problem growing up you know hoe i got rid of it? i turned 18 and started getting piercings and tats why don't you do that it's safer and much more cleaner. and the pain is good.
i think you should maybe talk to an adult you trust.. or some type of counselor to see why you are doing this.. or why you enjoy hurting yourself. you must have some reason for it and it's just not good for you.. you may eventually injure yourself beyond repair. good luck.
Saying you have issues is an understatement.
You need help soon. You may end up doing some sever damage to yourself. Talk to someone soon. Your parents or a friend I do not think this is normal.
do you like rusty spoons?
Don't walk, but run to the nearest Psychiatrist. You are doing this yes to get attention, but also the underlining reason is because it sounds like you were molested as a child, this of course is only my opinion. Please seek some professional help NOW, not from armatures, but from a professional. Please buy or check out the book I mention below, first or second symptom of child abuse is self-mutilation. Call 1-800-cutters. Good luck and try to seek out the right attention. Please!
My feeling would be that if you thought it was okay and normal, you wouldn't be asking the question. (Unless you are doing it for attention...........you got mine - congratulations)
Wrong....not sure about that. Some would think tattoos and piercings would be wrong.
My concern is that you would do something that would cause harm to your body. Infection, blindness, etc. Do you really want to hurt yourself?
I wonder if you aren't immature and need attention. ?? Not trying to be offensive. I think you should look at the reasons why you do what you do. May not be from depression, but other reasons can be just as harmful.
Put down the marker, scissors, needles, etc. and back away slowly! Don't do something to yourself that you will regret when you are older.
Take care.........best wishes to you!
Nothing is wrong as long as you enjoy it. we all like to do different things and as long as we do then to our own bodies we are not breaking any laws.Have fun and just clean up all the open wounds okay?
is it right?
you could be committed
of course, when you get to the hospital, a fat, heart attack prone freak will be the one putting your belt and shoe laces in a bag to sniff later
you could make a living out of this, like an exhibitionist. that seems like a good reason to keep it up..
put this stuff on you tube, and email me...i'll feed you ideas
and we can make a buck or two
you are actually insulting yourself by seeking attention like this, and i don't mean "seeking attention" by DOING these things to yourself, i mean seeking attention by TELLING us (and US of all people; complete strangers) that you do these things.
as for marilyn manson, he is strictly an entertainer, NOT an artist. he doesn't mean to inspire or motivate anyone to do the things that he is SPECULATED of doing himself (i mean do we even have any proof?)he is there for the pure shock value of it, if there is any shock left, seeing as its already BEEN DONE numerous times. have a look at david lynch's stuff, you'll know what i'm talking about.
and please,if you take this 'multulating' thing any farther, be considerate enough to stay far away from mainstream media,as the rest of us need not suffer from this morbid sensatationalism that a fair bit of the population seems to enjoy so much.
otherwise, i take it that you are a very capable and intelligent kid (assuming that you are younger than me 15) and you have all the potential in the world. don't give in to the braindead trend, do something new.